Leider habe ich nicht so positive Erfahrungen mit Braco gemacht. Ich fühle mich rein subjektiv nach dem Treffen mit Braco wie ein Heroinsüchtiger auf Entzug. Die komplette Story habe ich auf Englisch geschrieben, um mehr Leute zu erreichen. Sie wurde am Gästebuch der Braco-Homepage prompt sofort zensiert.
Deswegen hier die komplette Story, auf Englisch :
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To whom it may concern
This is my actual and real factual experience with a croatian healer called "Braco". (Yes, this is his first name. No, I don't know his last name.) If you google for "Braco" you will immidately spot his homepage,
http://www.braco-info.com/ . Braco's healing method is utterly unique and best reminds you of another european healer, Bruno Gröning.
According to his homepage, Braco has healed over 1400 people, some of them jumping out of their wheelchair just two days after the meeting with Braco.
Since I am suffering from almost deaf ears due to a very loud tinnitus since birth, I decided to take the travel to a little town near Vienna, Austria, Europe, and meet with Braco myself.
Braco's mysterious healing method is as follows: Braco enters a large room full of sick/suffering people. He just stands there on a sort of podest while some soothing music is faintly played in the background and you are adviced to look into his eyes and concentrate on your (health or otherwise) problem. Braco does not talk to people or move or put his hands on anyone. This very simple procedure only takes a few minutes. According to his own information, Braco has learned how to heal people from another kroatian healer named "Ivica".
All this raised my eyebrows, since I always assumed it to be a natural talent being a healer ; where and how can you learn such things?
This question is no-where answered.
Anyway, after a formal introductory speech held by other people (obviously Bracos friends or shall I say followers?) Braco appeared.
First I did not feel anything, but suddenly after 30 seconds, I felt that my whole body was getting pretty hot inside, like when you drink a very strong wine, but without any side effects from alcohol such as spinning head etc.
Within a split of a second, my whole body was very hot from the toe to head; all the blood inside seemed to flourish. I could feel it in the whole body, but especially in the heart, in the stomach, in the feet. The warm, nay, hot feeling was very strong. To my disappointment, I could feel it least in the head, but I could feel it there too.
The feeling expanded. It seemed my whole stomach turned to something like warmth and must have been looking like glass (if I was able to look inside, that is). It felt very comfortable. This all happened in a split second, like someone turned on an internal light switch.
My first thought, after a few seconds, was, "oh boy! When did I ever feel that good before?" My second thought: "Well, maybe before I was born, eh...". My third thought : "oh dear, If I'll return to normal state, I'll be very depressed".
After a few minutes, Braco left the room as silently as he entered. My tinnitus, and my bad ears were still with me. I thought: "Oh well, maybe I expected too much? Is that why he is already leaving now?"
The good and hot feeling lasted for many hours, but, as I guessed, ever so slowly faded away. I went to sleep, where I had lots of strange dreams, and just before I woke up, a voice inside my head was SHOUTING to me.....well, sorry, I cannot remember what it was shouting. But it was a very loud SHOUTING of something. When I woke up, I interpreted it as a warning, but I wasn't sure.
Sure enough, my third thought about getting depressive was correct. I was so depressive of being in normal state, I needed several days to recover. I have been depressive many times in my life, but for good reasons only. I have never been so depressive for no apparent outer reason before. I guess this must have been the feeling of a heorine addict. I was once at a party (long time ago) where a heoine addict also told me that he felt his whole blood vessel system opening after the injection of heroine, and then being very depressive afterwards.
Sorry to all Braco fans, but I have no other comparison to my own very experience with Braco being very much like the experience of a heroine addict.
And no, weeks later, my bad ears are still not healed.
Anyway, Braco again visited my country - and this time, even my hometown. This meeting was called "Bracos voice", and this time, Braco did not appear physically, only his friends (who're doing the usual introductory speeches) and his wife. At the meeting called "Bracos voice", you are only subjected to a recording of a speech held by Braco, in his own kroatian language. According to the introduction, it does not matter if you understand his language or not.
I listened. Slowly, a warm feeling arose, but much less than expected. It was a bit similar to the live meeting with Braco, but much less intense. It was even less intense than a single glass of strong wine.
I went home and was expecting not to get depressed, but I'm mistaken. The event now is over for a day or so, but I slept 10 hrs, went up at 6:00 am, sat around until a tiny breakfast at 8:00 am, immidately went to sleep again, and went up "for real" at 15:00 (yes that is PM). So, I almost slept non-stop for 17 hours. Why, I don't know. The depressive feeling has been lasting from 15:00 up to now (19:45). Writing about it seemed to be a good therapy (like, doing anything that needs focus and concentration, so as to focus away from the depression).
Why I have such a big depression again is even more mystery to me. Just let me warn anyone else, if you're getting easily depressive, you might want to avoid any meeting with Braco like the plague it perhaps really is. That is how I feel about, and I have no compulsion to lie to myself, let alone others.
I hope this true account with my own meeting with Braco is helping other people. If it does, it has served its purpose. If it sounded too negative, sorry, but that was the way it was for me.