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My love...I love loving you... it is the best feeling ever
it feels really good to come her and rendezvous with you
it feels good to take flight with our ballon and see all this places
to look over the sand dunes
you are holding my hand and we have that stunning view
the DREAM must be enough to sustain
I like the metapher of the lighthouse... I choosed a lighthouse
my lighthouse is at Cap San Vincent and there are coming stormy days too
in the wintertime...
with waves so high who are wanting to reach the cliffs
and it reminds me at Odysseus... do you know him my love?
the hero of the ancient greek saga... he was sailing with his boat
on the wild sea... together with his heros... far away from home
they had to sail between two dangerous rocks
Scylla and Charribdis and this is an Archtype of life
Scylla and Charbdis represent the wild man
archetype or monster archetype because they are violent figures
who live outside the rules of civilization and are always unrestrained
Odysseus journey resembled of the Road of Trials...
it is the challenge Odysseus must go through before he gets home
and he is a hero and he said when they where approaching Charrybdis:
"Friends, have we never been in danger before this? More fearsome, is it now, than when the Kyklops penned us in his cave? What power he had! Did I not keep my nerve, and use my wits to find a way out for us? Now I say by hook or crook this peril too shall be something that we remember."
these storms are contrast situations in life... we get stronger
we find our power... we look at the lighthouse and feel safe
for me the lighthouse is my Inner Being...
my love... where are storms? I am traveling in my balloon with gentle winds
gentle breezes are bringing our balloon to marvellous places
to the markets selling dates and fruits
so much sweet taste
so sweet are the scents of fruits... dried fruits like appricots
raisins and sultanines or figs and the man praising his products
with loud voice...
can you hear him my love?
he is so busy and want to sell it all today
the tempting fruits in all colours from light green to yellow... orange and red
and the arabian sweets... deliscious!!!
let's taste the traditional hot kunufa from the oven
my lover... they are made fresh daily using Turkish pistachios, Jordan walnuts, Brazillian cashews, and clarified butter...
or what about Baklawa? Mamool and Zalawya or Qatalyef...
so sweet must be life
it's like cooking and focusing life
we are orquestrating our vibrations of lust and wantig for joy
happyness and bliss...
orquestrating all this vibrations like collours or music notes
remember the 20 Millions collours? all this shapes... magic!!!
have I found it during my serious years of Buddhist Meditation?
I become clear with my mind... but sweetness is an other stuff
sweetness is being down on earth and loving live
celebrating life...
sweetness is also flying high over the clouds...
and it it's deliberatly... I choose my pictures of live
isn't it exciting my lover?
can you feel the sweetness?
can you taste it?
it's like music
it's like dancing
it's pure pleasure...
dancing and swirrling in circles
in the rythm of the drumms the zither and flutes
and the wind allways changing... yesterday we saw Qatar
today the wind brings us to Aman and we are floating over the
Jordanian desert...
I wanna see Jerusalem my lover... the dream city
I wanna fly over Jerusalem with the temples and markets
the old market and see over the golden domes in the late afternoon
maybee the wind bring us there?
how would it feel?
it would feel marvellous
one of my longest dreams coming true
but we still are on the way...
floating over the endless sand watching the sun setting down
once more again over this mysterious dunes with the sand so soft...
it feels fine
it looks multicolored hues of khaki and orange
the dunes hundreds of feet high as far as the eye can see
unbroken by tree or shrub or the rarest of clouds...
it feels as absolute freedom
it feels as silence
we are floating just over a palm oasis with a small lake
how important is water in all this infinite sand... water the bringer of life
and we take again the balloon and experience
that penetrating silence...
I feel you here by me
I feel you so close that I feel your heart beating so fast
I feel the inner ardent passion in myself and I love it
I feel your breath and your body
and it feels so good
it feels like heaven
it feels so good that it cant't feel better!
it feels as 1001 night
and there are still many hundreds of nights
or even thousands of nights
cause I’m not ever going to get it done.
we are not looking for peace
we are not looking for done
we are looking for MORE
we are looking for eager
we are looking for fun
we are looking for full
we are looking for LIFE!
we decide... we are focusing on what feels good
and it feels good... so damm good!!!
I love you my love... I love loving you
my habibbi...
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